end of the day Today ended up sucking. That's pretty much all I can say about it. It was really horrible.

I got a call from my dad this afternoon and found out that my grandfather passed away yesterday. He was out sailboating, which as I understand it, he loved to do, and some freak accident happened and his head was hit by the bow. Seriously... God. WTF? you know? I'm so confused and frustrated emotionally, simply because at times like this I suddenly feel like I'm two million miles away from where I should be. I felt completely disconnected and alone today. Tony had duty, so I didn't even have him to talk to. I feel helpless. There's nothing I can possibly do, but pray for my family and wish I was there.

RIP Grantip  ¶ 1:24 PM